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Shes the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stares hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girl who’d rather get hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stays loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who holds on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type of girl I am.

(Source: sailorsandsluts, via courageandhappiness)

love my days off even if it is mid week, I just relax and slowly go through everything that’s on my mind, like relationships my past ones, other people’s who had nasty break-ups or these who are still in a toxic relationship, to the lucky ones who love each other more the life its self.

I’ve come to realise unfortunately everyone has a heartbreak story, a partner who did them wrong in some way, shape or form. Every story may follow a similiar plot line but no 2 are the same. It’s also the same with people in loving relationships some are similiar but again no two are the same, that’s because a relationship is an original as the people in it.

They all have are their own dos, don’ts, quirks and traditions, these are all decided by the two in the relationship, some of these things people on the outside just don’t understand but that shouldn’t matter, because its your relationship, your decision, and your own life to do with how you please.

In saying all this, I’m not gonna let past pain prevent me from my future happiness, its held me down long enough, its now time to move forward!

I love the smile you bring to my face by just talking to me, the butterflies I get in my stomach.

as well as being completely gorgeous, you are confident, straightforward, you understand there is a time to be mature and other times to be immature, I think its adorable you’re right into your computer games and you also give great hugs :)

But I am so terrified to tell you this, because I’m worried you won’t think I’m good enough or if we do get together, I’m afraid you will let me down like the ones before you, I have used, abused, lied to, cheated on, and broken down to my lowest point imaginable.

the thought of having a repeat of one of my past relationships is by far one of my worst nightmares. So before I confess my feelings, I want to be sure I’m strong enough to handle any curve balls you may throw, and so I can give you everything I know I can be without fear holding me back.